Catching Up

I'll try to start posting more!
People are sharing their feeling with me and I feel as though I'm not contributing back at all.

I move out in T-minus less than a week. Kinda awesome, kinda not. I'm going to miss my mother terribly, it's a shitty deal. I don't care, I'm kind of a momma's boy but she went through a lot of shit while I was growing up. Single mother, supporting two kids, working everyday, never having time off. I'm so glad she's with my step dad because they love each other so much and she's so happy. I'm also glad she won't have to work here anymore in this shitty neighbourhood and she's going ot go have some fun finally! :)

In other news, I'm in an awkward situation. I get it. I'm okay with it. But I'll always still want what to be with you. I don't know how you feel. You tell me your so comfortable around me and that we're so perfect but you don't want us. At least right now. It makes sense. Actually. I want other people right now too. I guess I'm just scared that you'll find someone better and I won't. Because, frankly, in my eyes, I don't think there is anyone better than you.

This final note is for every girl who reads my blog and for every girl I haven't met yet or never will:

You're beautiful.