Cry School Musical!

so i came back from seeing my secret addiction. high school musical 3.
the third and last one of the HSM series.
i fucking enjoyed it. again, the musicality of the musical music went down again but working with the scenes and the dances, it worked quite well. I especially loved the ending, how they did a curtain call on screen and the whole team jumping up in the air thing. worked well and wasn't cheesy at all. their final number was entitled "high school musical" and was super lame but was also quite nice becuase it was the last number so it had to be done. i fucking love high school musical. fuck you. i'll go see it with my cousins just as an excuse to go again.

along with HSM comes with a side dish of memories. memories of my gabriella if you will ha. throughout the whole movie, i was thinking, "fuck i wish she was sitting beside me and i wish we would be excited about this together". but we can't and i understand completely. i'm over all the bulk of that. i'm just sad things that meant so much to us can't mean that much to us anymore. and that we can't create new things to mean that much to us. i'm just running on what i have already got. it makes it harder because all the memories that i thought about are with us together, like, dating. i don't think it would be so hard if i had happy memories of us not together. cause then i could just think about those and how we can be happy without being together. anyways. i got into m car after saying bye to the person i went with, and i fucking cried. hard. the most random thing in the whole world. it was really really shitty. but yeah. i drove around. cleared my head. i'm completely fine with everything. i guess i just hadn't have a burst of emotion in a long while so it was due time for this to happen.

anyways. HSM3 was awesome.
fuck you.